Nebraska

State of the Artist: 2015

As has become an annual tradition around these parts...

Grant, Iowa. 2015.

Looking back...

2014 was a very important year in my life. I married my amazing wife in October and spent much of the year acclimating myself to a new career. It was a year of growth and change, of new beginnings and developing ideas, and it seemed to pass almost before I fully realized it was even here. 

Photographically speaking, it was not my most productive year. I spent much of the second half preparing for a wedding and getting more involved in my job, and I struggled a bit with the concept of what to do next with my work. This struggle is a common issue for anyone in a creative endeavor, and I've found myself stuck many times over the almost-decade that I've been working on my various projects. In fact, the very mention of an "almost-decade" passing makes me wonder exactly what I've been up to all this time. It's not difficult to see some sort of progress in my photographs but I often feel like I've been standing far too still.

The answer to all of this artistic uncertainty? Work harder, continue to find inspiration, and find as much time as I possibly can to get out in the world and explore.

from Fontenelle. 2014.

Moving forward...

Two of my long-term projects are finished and ready to see the light of day. 

Fontenelle - This photographic exploration of Fontenelle Forest in Bellevue, Nebraska will be exhibited this year at the Forest's Nature Center. I'm still toying with the idea of a book, but have not yet been satisfied with the black and white printing available at a more reasonable price. This is work that I'm very excited to share with everyone as it is such a big departure from everything I've worked on to this point. It's a project about a walk in the woods, exploring everything around, and finding something interesting in even the smallest details.

Untitled Loess Hills Project - I've decided that this Western Iowa project is now done, at least the photography part of it. Next up is to find a title and look for a way to exhibit as many of the images as possible. This is a black and white project that I've been working with off and on for quite a few years, wandering down nearly every road and into every town I can find.


I have three main goals for 2015: 

  • Exhibit more often. This begins with a few photographs from ninety-three on display at the Young Professionals Summit in Omaha on March 5.
  • Begin to look for new ways to fund both the making and exhibition of work.
  • Start something entirely new and finish at least one idea that I have been working on.


Thank you to everyone for your interest and support. I look forward to showing you more of what I've been working this year.

from Loess Hills. 2014.

Until that day, keep on wanderin'

It has been said that it's good to have goals. Exactly what kind of goals are never specified, just that a person needs something to reach for.  For myself, a goal often becomes a bit of an obsession, pushing me to do things that most would find to be little more than a very big waste of time. Case in point, my map of Nebraska as it currently stands...

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Each dot stands for a town, place, park, etc. in Nebraska where I have taken a photograph or attempted to do so. This obsession began with ninety-three back in June of 2007 and continues to this day. A vague idea to see the state became a project to visit all of its 93 counties and is now an attempt to pretty much say I've been everywhere. Driving for hours on end in south-central Nebraska is a bit monotonous and very tiring, yet I find myself compelled to keep at it for no other reason than to have done it.  

Harvard, Nebraska - "Negative Info Travels Faster Than Positive"

Harvard, Nebraska - "Negative Info Travels Faster Than Positive"

This is not to say that I've grown tired of Nebraska and have to drag myself into my car to keep at it. I remain as fascinated with this state as I did on my first travels, if not more so. The apparent monotony leads to great surprises and the discovery of new details brings about an intense desire to revisit and explore further.  At the moment, I find myself needing to visit the panhandle once again, to re-see what I've already found and to soak in the feeling of being there. 

And that is harder to explain. It's the feeling that a person gets when they are in the midst of a place that has the ability to change who they are. The difficulty is always finding a way to take everything in all at once and not leave anything out.

This moment is mine

Despite wandering all over Nebraska several times, there are still a few places that I have yet to visit.  I think I've still got another two dozen or so towns to go until I can say I've been everywhere in the state. Today I crossed another handful off of my list, all south of Omaha: Humbolt, Table Rock, Elk Creek, Burr, Unadilla, Elmwood, and Murdock. 

It's been seven years since I started the ninety-three project along Highway 30 to Grand Island, and I still find myself drawn to see more of this state and to revisit my favorite places. Now I just need to find the time (and money) to make a trek out to the panhandle once again. The wide open spaces are calling...

Murdock, Nebraska

Murdock, Nebraska

Otoe County, Nebraska

Otoe County, Nebraska

near Douglas, Nebraska

near Douglas, Nebraska